Im going crazy

Date: 11/9/2017

I had more or less a nightmare. I was just suppose to being hanging out or playing board games. Something happened and I became increasingly crazy and paranoid. Like I was eating food like normal and there were flashes of a man force feeding me. I thought it would pass so kept it to myself. I was the only one to see a dead body outside. I was crying because no one believed me. There was a presentation with chances to win stuff. I didnt win anything. My friend felt bad and gave me a duffle bag. I pulled out a ripped off coupon for some spices or tester perfumes. There was a head in the dufflebag and I screamed throwing the bag aside. At this point I had an escort that was a psychologist. I was losing touch with reality. I would hear him talk about me to some woman while I tried to nap/sleep. She introduced herself but I didnt see her normally. She was making fun of me and edging me to kill her. Her face and voice were distorted. I ran off. I ended up wandering off and I was feeling better. My escort, the lady, with another man that was indian was driving. They offered to bring me back, I accepted. The indian man had trouble finding a parking spot for the suv, he parked far from the entrance because he didnt lije the close spots. We are walking back to the building and its raining. When we are almost inside I see another body face down. It was mine. Thats where my dream ended.