Killing and Pigeons and Breaking up

Date: 3/10/2020

I was in a house, poorly lite, Mia was there and I’m standing by a shelf and something is on the shelf, then all these birds start arriving and break open whatever was on the shelf. They don’t seem like pigeons, but maybe a different kind of bird, they were 8 or so of them, darker color and about the size of doves, anyway they morph into pigeons and move to the top shelf. I get the urge to kill one, then another, and another (here in China pigeon is one of my favorite dishes, so maybe it comes from that?). I grab on and twist its neck, the last one I pin against the wall, being vey careful not to be bitten as its head has turned into a parrot like shape and beak. As i kill them I throw them over to Mia, as though she should clean them. I think I notice that the second is accidentally not a pigeon but a squirrel. I don’t think Mia really approves of this. Note: I did see a large pigeon while I was fixing lunch in my kitchen the day before, and the lil bastards are quite tasty...But I very seldom have the urge to kill anything anymore and It did seem a bit drastic of a behavior for myself. I’m curious what they flew to the shelf to get into, like something in a bag? Sorry little guys. So, I am with a happy couple of sorts, but the man (young cousin Chris type) is cheating on the woman. She of course doesn’t know this and they are having a good time at the party. Some guests are going to arrive and wouldn’t you know it one of them is a woman he is also seeing. Two women approach the door, one seems to be the mother of the other? I notice that it is the girl that he’s banging and Stare at him very intently for a moment to try and eye signal that he is about to be found out. As the two approach the door I step out quickly and accept their party gift, this gives him time to realize what’s up and he simply disappears from the scene, something I’m sure he will have to explain later. The book they give me is a baby book, and now the arriving girls have turned into Elizabeth, family, and Noah. I remark how Brandon must have tried to take some of the personal/private info out of the book, that others don’t need to see. The girl in this one is younger and so very cute, kind of reminds me of a youthful version of the Olsen twins. Kind of a Rachel and Tristan feel to the couple. Sex in lake: So I’m with a girl, this might precede the previous dream, I can remember being by a lake or small river and appear to be having sex with this pretty young woman, however she isn’t quite into it, more like she is doing this for a reason other than pleasure. I try to get into a good position, while focusing on her naked body, but water keeps covering my body and face as I lay back and it is difficult to focus and see see with water in my eyes. Suddenly there are other people and one mentions that we might have better luck in a near by lake. It seems like a girl said this, she is part of a couple sitting at a booth in restaurant somewhere. My girl/partner decides this would be a good idea, but I think maybe she wants to go there because she isn’t really into the sex thing and the lake is a long ways away. We wouldn’t be doing anything while traveling to the lake... She was younger and of Asian decent. I don’t know that she was a whore, but she wanted something from our exchange and it wasn’t to have fun. She also seemed very impersonal, albeit attractive. Strange... Chains in pool: I am at a party, I think its the party of the 2nd dream, this might come earlier then. I can remember being in a pool with two girls, we are playing around and drinking. I don’t think i want to be in the pool with them and I notice that chains are around me and it is not so easy to swim. I try to make my way out of the pool but I’m having a hard time and they are more interested in staying in and getting me to drink something? I consciously try to make my way to the steps of the pool, but it does take considerable effort. Note: Good symbolism here. I have a feeling, but not completely sure, that the dreams above aren’t in the correct order. Maybe Sex in the lake to Chains in the pool to helping dude not get caught. No idea where the Pigeon one fits in.