getting put up for adoption..

Date: 10/8/2016

So this time I had a nightmare My family was running out of money.. We became broke so we started our own little shop/ yard sale? I guess in downtown la, we sold all of our pots and pans.. Then me and my dad got lost in the sewers.. it was weird.. We found out way back eventually, but the shop, I saw got.. closed down for inspection.... Then my dreams skipped past a couple days to my parents telling me I had to get adopted due to the amount of money they had to live on..... Then we went to go meet the family I was going with... I was devastated.. knowing I had to be adopted..... I didn't choose to play with the family... they all played sports.. I don't mind sports but I was just so sad and depressed and I didn't want to play.... :/ like what.. So I'm my dream a day later... I had my mom the papers for the adoption... to remind her that I had to be put up for adoption... She then laughed and pushed them away "Haha, no" She said.. she didn't want to see them... I frowned and I just walked away... Then finally it skipped to this one part in my dream.. the final scene.. I was at an event, before I was going to be adopted... I was at a booth that had a pencil case and a piece of paper in side of it... the paper read "If you could ask one question to your biological parents before you get adopted... what would you say..... I put "Why?" And then my dream ended... I just woke up from this dream.. I'm scared.. this has been a fear of mine... getting put up for adoption... I have many nightmares but this has so far been ONE of the worst... IM SHOOK