Why you...? {Fri, Nov 25, 2016}

Date: 11/24/2016

His eyes were wide, he was taller than me. He seemed familiar. A slight baby face. Always wore a beans and shirt, always hung out with me. He...he was something so close to my heart I couldn't breathe. But I barely knew him. I was in a n ocean park of some kind when I first saw him. My memories blurry and everything, but I remembered that we both liked to invent. Invent machines and gadgets of various kinds, and I think I had a project I was currently working on. I am not sure what project it was, but for some reason, I needed a water gun for it. A big one. All I remember was me entering with my sibling inside the blue gift shop looking room with big water guns lying on the floor, by all broken. I'd pick up on and then try and test it, but none of it worked. But it all reminded me of my previous water gun that was as small but handy, shaped much like they type of gun that shoots thousand of bullets at the same time. It broke though, for some reading that is quite blurry, but J dreamed about. Then this guy came out and it was him, my friend the inventor and somehow captivating person. He was in some kind of dull mood, and I sensed jealousy off of him for some reason. But if he was jealous, he only mead it evident in his mood. He said, "I bought you a water gun." And I was escrastic. But I kept saying, "You shouldn't have bought me one! Why?! You shouldn't have!" He said it was fine. I asked where it was, he told me to follow him. He then brought me to a corner, where I saw a moderately big gun, and I picked it up. I soon then had an impulse to kiss him in the cheek. And I did. He blushed, and I was so embarassed. I fake acted that I was not phased and thanked him quickly and left him where he was to go somewhere and blush like crazy. That wasn't the first time I kissed his cheek. Or maybe it was. I don't know, but all I know is that I kissed him twice in the cheek. And that we both had a crush on each other, but never admitted to it. I woke up with a feeling of joy and interest. That boy reminded me of someone in real life that interested me in the same way the boy did. Odd.