Sergi and Lucas in the Victorian House

Date: 8/6/2019

Again, I'm in the Victorian house. It's buzzing with activity today and people walk in and out of sunlight rooms. There are a group of huge dogs here, two of which initially scare me. However, to my surprise, they come to me and I accept them as my dogs. Now, they protect me. There's a part of the house with my parents' kitchen there. Sergio and Lucas are both here in the house as well and sometimes, I don't know which one it is until he's in my arms. I've been teaching Sergi how to not fear love anymore. My parents and grandparents were in the house giving kind guidence and I descended a huge wooden staircase that curved like a hotel or mansion. Upstairs were bedrooms that reminded me of Mr. Cardinal's house. It's so bright and sunny. I feel full of love for the first time in so long. At one point, I'm on the patio of my house where I hear the neighbor's cat again. For the first time, I see it. It's a white cat with black spots and it's kind of skinny, as in not fat. It comes up to me, meowing and rubbing on my legs.