Jealous over me

Date: 9/25/2023

I was out drinking with Brian and my ex Jon saw me there and we both still have feelings for each other so we chatted for a bit when Brian was busy somewhere but Brian showed up and I introduced them to each other and politely exited the convo with Jon and continued hanging out with Brian. But Brian was clearly jealous and upset that I spoke to Jon even if it was for a few minutes. I explained it has been over a year since i broke up with Jon and that helped a lot with his jealousy but he was still on edge. He asked to look through our messages and I showed him just to ease his mind and he was feeling a lot better. I was kind of concerned about how jealous he got to the point where he had to see our messages. I feel like he should trust me but i did feel guilty that i had lingering feelings for Jon and i could feel that Jon still felt the same for me. It hurts even writing his name down right now, isn’t it weird how time can fly by and yet i’m still somehow in love with this mf. But i know i should move on so i’m giving Brian a fair shot. He is gorgeous after all so hopefully our personalities match each other as well as i hope 🫶