CRAZY NIGHT

Date: 12/13/2017

okay so this dream sequence was the single most interesting and beautiful dream sequence ever. I’ve had lucid dreams before but none were ever like this one. Also i was under some influences ok just keep that in mind. Anyway the weird part about this dream was that I️t totally paralyzed my body. Like I️ thought about getting up to move and grab my notebook or something a million times but my mind kept tricking me out of I️t and my limbs were actually frozen. That was very scary for me. Sometimes when i would come back to “reality” aka the room where my physical body lay on the bed, i would be able to see myself looking down on me with my eyes closed and think “that poor little bastard lol she is in the throes of a wild mind” but then i would be transported to another place and time where more crazy stuff would happen. Anyway my only regret is that i didn’t grab my notebook during this dream but my body was actually stiff like rigor Mortis stiff so i physically could not break myself out. My brain was also on some shit too so i️t was moving too fast for me to remember and recollect all of it. I’ll be picking up the pieces of this dream for many days and nights to come. Anyway the most memorable stuff that happened was at one point, i was taken to the top of this Golden Gate Bridge stricture (not the top of the bridge, but the top of the hill next to the bridge where you get a beautiful view of the bridge and bay and everything just looks so close and pleasant) but instead of a normal bridge the bridge was made of light streaks like from those long-exposure photos and every light streak was a human soul traveling the multiverse and becoming one. The theme of all of my dreams was the fact that we as humans can do a million different things but at the end of the day and night our souls are going to transcend our bodies and become light orbs (representing energy maybe? Cosmic radiation or something?) and we all come together as one sole purpose and glowing entity. The interconnectedness of it all surprised me but i️t was also something i think I’ve inherently known all along. Like when i saw the physical representation of this connectivity i was astonished by how beautiful it all was but more sad that i have never been able to express in words how amazing all of it looked. It’s my biggest frustration to be unable to translate these terribly beautiful images in my mind into words that other humans can understand and see as well. So anyway another really big part of the dream was that the friends i knew were all there and guiding me. One of the friends (can’t remember who it was) took me to this glass holographic wall thing where the other side was opaque but very pearly and opalescent. I was confused but they told me that this wall was really important (again, no one ever talks in my dreams but we mentally transmit things). So i didn’t understand until i got to my time to cross over to the other side of the wall (like an allegory for death). So when i died i was finally on the other side of the jelly wall, and i could see the people and things happening on the other side. I also had this beautiful paintbrush and i could control all the things in real life on the other side of the wall. I️t was a beautiful concept, but also terrified me.