10/25/20

Date: 10/25/2020

i had a dream i was getting a new apartment, and my dad and jessica were there already. i think gma and gpa were too but my dad couldn’t remember who i was, looked really skinny and honestly didn’t remember me. i cried and cried in the dream to him and jessica. everything so was real, i grabbed his hand and it felt so real, so warm. i woke up with tears running down my face hyperventilating. i miss him so bad.