Dark queen

Date: 7/16/2018

My own house, everything almost pitch black, some of the room doors are now leading to outside, only 3 rooms left and 3 other exits now. It was scary, I had the feeling I'm gonna get jumped every second now... Alone in an unnaturally dark place, I went outside to the garden and my dad was there suddenly... He was fixing some electronic and I tried helping him, after 2 attempts the thing caught on fire and I failed to put it out. The entire desk was on fire and my dad yelled at me for not hearing what he said, I took the water hose from outside and fixed it. And then, the girl I... Love or.. Used to love.. Someone I can't still get out of my head, she shows up sitting in front of me, on the big wooden padded chair.. Her appearance was different, I've never seen her before like that, she dresses happy usually and looks to me like a bright angel, but this time... Fitting to the dark scary atmosphere of the house, she looked like a night queen. A black top long sleeves, hair up in a villan lady fashion,pale skin, black eyeliner and bit of dark purple make up, bright light blue, almost white eyes. As always, beautiful. She appeared there and started talking to me softly, she called me closer, saying things like "It's always... I'm here now, no reason to be afraid anymore love" as she brings me closer and wraps me with her gentle hands... It felt like heaven, I wanted her to come with me... But when I took my eyes off her for a second she dissappeared. I don't want these dreams anymore It hurts