But that's not you

Date: 9/8/2017

So me and my ex have been broken up for almost a year. I broke up with her, and recently I've been thinking it was a mistake. She is not the hoe-ish type, or someone to do something rash. In my dream, I saw her, and we were with a group of people and she looked really nice in a blue t shirt. She saw me and grabbed my face and kissed me. And I felt this feeling of disappointment and moved back looking at her like? Why did you do that? And I continued saying something like "that's not you." (The time period in the dream is after our breakup. In the dream I understood her thoughts. And her thoughts were something like isn't this what you want? And I'm thinking no. Not this Amber. This isn't you.