Jonathan the babysitter

Date: 4/2/2018

The road was long from where i stood, Jonathan walked right beside me with a bottle of beer. I felt the adrenalin leave my body as i was no longer running from his grip. I didnt want to go to the club today, it was both a challenge and a game comming to were i stand at this moment. He ran after me when i say i didnt want to go, the birds where flying in every direction as i grabbed the tree they all sat in, Jonathan tokk ahold of my sweater and pulled me closer to him «come on we need to go!» he yelled at me, his voice mixed with frustration and a playful tone. I couldnt stand still and i felt my heart pounding because i didnt want to go, i had no reason to not want to, but now i couldnt. At one point Jonathan gave up and we agreed to go home. The way back was quiet, the summer noon was beautifull. A few houses around and green grass all over the place. Jonathan was walking beside me with two bottles of beer. Suddenly he breaks one of the bottles at the top so the bottle turned into a cup shaped glass container. «Here, have one» he said, i was surprised he gave me one and i took a small sip. Quickly i spit it out since i felt a piece of broken glass in my mouth. I took a new sip of the glass. It didnt taste much really. «How much do you want me to get drunk right now?» i ask and giggle. Jonathan looked towards me and began giggling himself. He raised his hand and streched his arm to the fulles right up and motioned ‘here’ with his hand. He looked back at me while i broke down in laughter. Jonathan is this babysitter that i never had, and the brother that i never had.