Looked down upon

Date: 7/7/2018

So this was somewhat of a short dream. Basically I had some changes happening to me in some sort of island and we were by the shore . I distinctly remember that I was on the floor begging for the person in front of me to help me... When I got a clearer view of who it was.... I realized it was my mother looking down at me with disgust, shame, hatred, etc. I was in extreme pain but she didn’t care, I wasn’t her problem anymore.... Yeah so that’s it, this dream was definitely one of the worst nightmares I’ve had.