People from my past

Date: 8/17/2021

I had a dream I went on a date w my bf at a fancy cute restaurant. There was a theme of some sort and had to come dressed as smthn, We were sitting outside and as we were almost done eating my abuser's gf walks by and is dressed in masquerade outfits w her date, some random white guy who looked timid. She gave me a mean look before she went inside and started eating. Me and chase went back inside to thank the cook because it was somebody we knew personally. We went outside and found an extra part of the house/restaurant. I recognized the area and said omg I know who lives there! Apparently this was from a different dream. I said, my friend lives there! There was a lil hangout going on and the cook invited me to hang out. Chase had to go home to sleep for work the next day, but he said I could stay and he'd pick me up when I called. I started to bleed thru my clothes cuz of my period and I changed clothes. My abuser popped up behind me and I don't remember what we said or did exactly. We laughed and had fun. There was a big staircase and he did some tricks on it and I tried to copy but I had much shorter legs than him and missed and fell. When I fell my abuser pulled his pants down and tea bagged me. I screamed ewwwwww!! And he laughed and made fun of me. I felt weird and gross and uncomfortable after that and so I called chase to pick me up. When he picked up the phone he started yelling at me that I was cheating and sleeping w people and he wasn't gonna pick me up anymore. I hung up and as I did that I saw jeremiah in the corner of my eye, he was watching me. I was deciding if I should ask him to give me a ride or not. As I was doing that I gathered all my things. And as I was gonna ask jeremiah to bring me home, i woke up.

AI generated interpretation This dream is filled with complex emotions and symbolism that may reflect unresolved issues from your past and potential fears or concerns in your current relationship. The setting of a fancy restaurant for a date with your boyfriend suggests a desire for connection and intimacy in your waking life. The theme of dressing up and the appearance of your abuser's girlfriend in a masquerade outfit may symbolize hidden or deceitful aspects of relationships. The presence of your abuser in the dream indicates unresolved trauma or feelings associated with this individual. The laughter and fun you experienced with your abuser may reflect conflicting emotions or a sense of confusion about the past. The bleeding through your clothes due to your period could symbolize emotional turmoil or vulnerability. Changing clothes may indicate a desire to conceal or protect your emotions. The uncomfortable and gross feeling after the tea-bagging incident suggests a violation of boundaries or a sense of shame. The conflict with your boyfriend over accusations of cheating and his refusal to pick you up could point to insecurity or trust issues in your relationship. The appearance of Jeremiah as a potential alternative ride could represent seeking support or comfort from someone outside of your current relationship. Overall, this dream could be highlighting unresolved trauma, relationship dynamics, and internal conflicts that may be affecting your emotions and thoughts in your waking life. It may be beneficial to explore these themes further in therapy or through introspection to gain insight and healing.