Bad friend

Date: 3/29/2022

I vaguely remember what the dream was about. I know it was longer and more happened. I remember talking to someone and the setting was my last apartment on the couch. For whatever reason, I recall her rubbing her socked foot on her face. The only other scene I recall was at my current apartment, but it looked a tad different. And old acquaintance of mine showed up to my place with tile flooring that I bought for some reason. He didn’t know it was me he was delivering too and it was late at night. I was surprised because I have moved hours away and really didn’t expect to see anyone I knew. I was saying hey what’s up and trying to give a handshake which he gave back. But it seemed like he didn’t really want to be around and was being halfway stand-off ish. When he left the place, I saw him look up at the apartment above me and he was talk g to someone in a more comfortable and casual way. I heard who the other person was, and it was one of my old time best friends that I have since not had any contact with. The fact that they were able to speak to each other comfortably made me feel like I am a bad friend. I’m pretty sure this is my subconscious speaking as I feel that way (a little bit) in real life.