My Awakening

Date: 9/10/2016

I was straight-. 2 years ago, I had my first homoerotic dream that made me question everything about my sexuality and desires. I was 12, but before the dream, I had already developed feelings for other...Guys. It was another attractive boy and I getting physical, not sexually, but passionately. It made my whole body tingle, yet I couldn't control a single part of it. I was just enjoying the sensation of him wrapping his arms around my waist and me kissing him. I began to sit on his lap and wrap my arms around his neck as I started to kiss his cheek. It was my first awakening in a dream to let me know that I truly am Gay. I couldn't get it out of my mind the next day, but it led me to make a major decision in my life concerning my orientation.