my old high school

Date: 3/31/2016

I had a dream I was back in high school again, even though I'm 25 years old, tha should have made me lucid since I graduated 7 years ago. But strange things happen in the astral. And I had to take 2 classes. The first one I believe was either some kind of science or math class, and it was with a female teacher. I believe her name was Rachel. Then, I had English and soul making, that was the name of the class with Pastor Bob as my teacher. But my mom was making me take that class and I'm an accultist. I was raised catholic but a lot of what the catholics do and with some things in the bible I don't agree with, I've become an accultist. I study the astral. I don't believe in this whole you will be eternally damned if you're not Christian stuff. I do believe there's a God and maybe a Jesus, I don't deny that, but I see things from a different perspective, which wouldn't go over well with Pastor Bob. He is a holy roller. A huge stickler to the bible and accultism according to him is the work of satan. But sadly a lot of people think it is the work of Satan, which it isn't. My belief is that as long as you are a really good person with good intentions, you will live in the higher astral planes or realms, aka heaven. But if you're bad, you'll be confined to the lower planes which are dismal and lonely. That kind of belief and that kind of picture is not what Pastor Bob wants us to have in our heads. I wanted to write an essay about the astral, but Pastor Bob wouldn't like it. So I had to pretend I believed and agreed with what he was saying and go to his class. For being a pastor, I'm really surprised at his biggitry. I would think pastors help people and pray for them and accept them. But Pastor Bob was a biggit. Anyone who wasn't Christian, in some form, Christian, Methodist, Catholic, etc. would all rot in hell and not welcome in his class. Oh, and if you were gay or lesbian, forget it. Pastor Bob only selected a certain type. What he said was law and you had to agree with it or pretend to agree with it to be in his class. If I had become lucid, I would have told him he was a biggit. And I would have shown him what he's doing and where he's at. I'm not afraid to stand up for what is right, and I don't like biggitry. So he would have heard it from me. The female teacher was nice though and we had a nice class. Oh, I forgot in the dream, my high school added a third floor, and my schedule said Pstor Bob was in C315. I had to stop a girl in the hallway and get help from her to get to his class. Rachel was on the first floor. Then I woke up

AI generated interpretation Based on the content of your dream, it appears to reflect some internal conflicts and tensions related to your beliefs, values, and identity. The dream begins with you being back in high school, despite being 25 years old. This may represent a desire for a return to a time of familiarity and security in your life, possibly indicating a longing for a simpler or less complicated period. It might also suggest a need for closure or unresolved issues from that time. The presence of the first class, which you believe was either a science or math class taught by a female teacher named Rachel, may symbolize your logical or analytical side. This could indicate that you have a firm grounding in rational thinking and a desire for factual knowledge. In contrast, the second class represents English and "soul making," taught by Pastor Bob. The choice of subjects suggests a focus on the emotional and introspective aspects of yourself. Your resistance to taking this class, paired with your unconventional beliefs as an occultist, indicates a conflict between your upbringing as a Catholic and your current spiritual beliefs. You express disagreement with certain aspects of Catholicism and the Bible, particularly in relation to damnation and the narrow-mindedness of Pastor Bob's teachings. The dream highlights the tension between these conflicting belief systems. It shows your desire to express your true beliefs but feeling the need to hide or conform to acceptable standards while engaging in Pastor Bob's class. This suggests a fear of judgment or exclusion from your community if you openly express your differing views. The addition of the third floor in your high school and your need to ask for help finding Pastor Bob's class may represent a metaphorical search for higher understanding or guidance in reconciling your beliefs. This could indicate a desire for support or resources to navigate these conflicting ideas and find your own truth. Overall, your dream reflects a struggle between conforming to societal expectations and expressing your authentic beliefs. It suggests a need for self-acceptance and finding a middle ground that allows you to incorporate your spiritual beliefs while respecting the influences of your upbringing.