frustrating 😔

Date: 7/16/2016

well i need to do some brain/thought training. a while back I ws having issues with random thoughts would rush in and wipe my memory of last night's dream, then I started fighting that and soon after I would have random songs ingrained in my thoughts as soon as I woke up. as if someone ws manipulating my brain into forget my dreams. then after I fought them techniques; now as soon as I wake up, my mind goes blank and I hear some repeated random music but not much.. yet my memory is still wiped clean of last night's dream smh...