The shower question

Date: 2/21/2019

I was in a big and kinda shitty hotel complex, infinite almost. It was nighttime. I got into an argument with a friend sharing the room with me about whether people should take a shower after having sex. They were basically calling me problematic (discriminating against the homeless maybe? classist?) for saying it’s more hygienic to take a shower after. I was making up a lot of counter arguments as to why showering was better but eventually backed down. Then one girl started attacking me and poking me hard in the sides to the point I was on the floor even as I yelled at her to stop. I walked out of the hotel room to cool down. When I came back in there was a group of 20 people waiting, like sitting and standing facing the door, and they all confronted me about the shower sex thing. I apologized for being hurtful towards anyone and said I’d try to understand better why what I said was wrong. But I said I didn’t appreciate being touched without my consent. The girl who poked me made a “crybaby” gesture at me when I said that. I was shocked and left again. I went out to one of the metal walkways on the infinite hotel complex and met up with a large man. Like a bigger burly mountain man sort of guy. Maybe we knew each other? I cuddled up with him and closed my eyes. I was pretty happy.