Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 4/5/2021
By randybobandy
Both Jake Paul and Logan Paul seemed interested in me. I felt really honored because the women they are known to hang out with are all beautiful models. I showed up to their place and it was completely packed. There was so much going on, there were hundreds of people there-- fans, models, creators/influencers, random people. Jake and Logan both talked to me but briefly. For the rest of the time I was left to wander around. I was losing interest in both of them and the situation itself, even though Jake Paul is a celebrity crush of mine. I felt unattended to. For some reason I was about to get off a school bus when there was an explosion on the steps. The bus was blown apart in the front, and on what remained of the stairs, there was now a shadow of where someone was, like the nuclear shadows left of people in Hiroshima. Apparently a woman everyone knew was there when she exploded. Next thing I knew I was at a memorial service led by Jake and Logan where we were all sitting at picnic tables. Someone passed out tiny cards with the woman's portrait on them. Everyone told stories about her and how she's the one who gathered everyone there and introduced them to Jake and Logan. I nodded my head remembering that she was the one who brought me here as well. After the service Jake said I should hang out with him and take shots with him. I was really excited at first. I went back inside and was left unattended to again. I thought about it more. I don't really know these guys... I don't know what they're capable of... I can't know for sure that I'm safe here if I got drunk... plus they don't give me enough attention... so I ended up leaving and going home without saying goodbye, ultimately deciding against it.