Cleaning out the closet

Date: 10/4/2018

In my childhood home, I was organizing a closet for a man I didn't recognize but asked him if he wanted it by colors or business and casual. What bothered me most was he had one shelf out of the entire two walk in closets which had his wife's clothes who was Gloria from modern family lol Anyways he said by colors finally but during that time I had given birth to a small almost premature baby who I quickly covered in my mother's old green v neck which she gave to me and became one of favorite shirts, (though since I moved I haven't seen it) only then did I realize the baby was covered in acid not only melting the shirt but slowly dying itself, for some reason I was more upset about the shirt and ripped it from the child and told my mother to hold the baby, the shirt was slowly disintegrating but I might have saved it in time. My mother was saying my name trying to snap me out of it telling me we need to get rid of the baby, flush it. I didn't understand and stood beside her, she had always wanted to be a grandmother so why kill my child? She told me something wasn't right, I told her I knew I was pregnant and no one believed me, the proof now in her arms, sickly and wailing in pain. We were walking away from the house already in the city near a casino, she said the pipes flush at great speed and would undoubtedly flush the child away before anyone realizes, but the baby was crying in her arms, I told my mother to give her(didn't realize the sex in my dream and subconsciously wrote her, who knows) to me, she then snapped it's neck and continued into the restroom which both men and women went into stalls but you could see above the shoulders. A man was cat calling me to sit in his lap and he'd make it worth my while and I teased back saying he wouldn't last to make it worth my effort to walk to him, I started to pee in my own stall and just the sounds of my stream the man came alone in his stall and limped away ashamed but during that distraction my mother flushed my child, then begin to praise me on how well I taunted the man... I then awoke bc I needed to use the restroom. What is going on in my brain, this was one of the wildest dreams I've had in a while or at least remembered to type here.