I'm awake!

Date: 10/11/2020

I'm back again! It was been while since I wrote here.. There's no dream I wanna talk about.. But based on my previous post I was despair and lose hope.. Got no one could help me that time. Going to suicide is my last choice but I glad I didn't do it. I wake up from that mess. I pray I built my hope up for better future. (You can read my previous post if you wonder what I been through) but now I'm rising up to the top. Everything is getting better. I trust GOD the most.. HE really gave me everything I pray for.. HE answer all my prayers. How hard it is I feel doesn't matter anymore. I got food everyday.. I can sleep and rest like people do every night. I got offered better job than before. People I love cared me so much. I found my special someone who never stop motivate me. I felt content and warm. Sometimes it's not about the life. It's all about faith. If you really trust the positive vibe and devote yourself to God. God knows what the best for us. Because I believe GOD IS THERE ALWAYS WATCHING YOU! Now or later HE will grant you happiness after the stromy nights.