woke up crying again

Date: 11/6/2018

i was in puerto rico looking at a house that was meant for multiple people to live in, like roommates. the rooms were decently sized except one was much bigger and had its own bathroom and i was like yes i would want that one. and then we stumbled upon a big toy frog, i showed my mom because we already both knew who’s it was, it was my sisters, in my dream my sister was dead and leo (her ex bf) was the one who gave it to her, he died too (in real life). just thinking about that was too much for me and i was wondering why they died so young. i started screaming my sister is dead while crying and i woke up crying. i’m so glad my sister is okay but i feel for leo’s family, he died too young.