weird

Date: 4/1/2016

i dreamt of Zak. I was at some weird place up at my house and we were talking about things and i held my hand up for a highfive and held my hand and did this weird turn with me like a dance turn and so them he held me and kissed me. We were standing behind the hummer and we ended up having sex like really nice sex but it hurt but i kept wanting more and I heard people coming so we quickly went went inside and i hid zak in my room and i went to the bathroom and like i was bleeding and i was scared and I remembered that Zak didnt use any protection. I wasn't worried but i went outside to see my parents and Ulises was there and i was like mad at myself that i had let myself do anything with Zak so I went over to Ulises and hugged him. he seemed mad about something so i asked him what was wrong but he didn't respond so then the dream switched to my parents driving me over to some house of three guys and the dudes were like idk sick they all had something going on with them mentally for physically. they were all attractive and i got pretty along with them and my parents left me there to idk??? get my life together i guess. so then that happened and i started doing drugs again and one of the dudes saw me and he was the second oldest and he asked me why i would do suchh thing and i said that he should mind his own business and he came towards me and pulled me close to him and kissed me. i pulled away and walked outside and then the parents of the dudes were outside having lemonade so the other dude who kissed me followed after me and he brought his football to play catch with his brothers so i played with them and we stopped playing after few hours and i went to my room where i was staying and the older bro made small talk with me and i found out that as well that he likes me so it was hype in the room so he like kisses me and gets on top of me bc i was in bed and then suddenly his bro walks in and takes him off of me and idk i woke up after that lol