he came back

Date: 8/19/2018

i had a dream Micah “came back into my life” from like a trip or something. the school was having memorial for a janitor or something who had died and the school was super “serious” about it. they supposedly gave us massages, curled our hair and painted our nails on a cruise. micah and i left before any of that. we went to my house i think. micah was playing video games and was snapchatting me from the room he was in. daviid came over and was upstairs and my dad came home and his partner from work was here and she had a chihuahua that looked like tarzan. i had to lift tarzan, this dog and bear up the stairs because for some reason there was kind of a cliff type thing so that certain people couldn’t climb up the stairs. he snapchatted me that he loved me, but then i got this one that said “drea i hear you’ve been drinking and i can’t take it anymore” and i was like what. it either said that or “drea i can’t take it anymore, i’ve been drinking.” either way, i woke up right after that. the first day of school is tomorrow and i have band with him first thing in the morning. we broke up a little over a week ago and i’m still super heartbroken.