dead

Date: 3/31/2016

Dreamed I had till Monday to live because I was dying of cancer. I had an inner conflict trying to figure out how to break it to the people closest to me (oddly not my best friend though). Should I fall crying in their arms? Or act strong so their recollections of me later are more positive? People felt bad for me at school when I had to tell people I was sorta friends with but then moved on very quickly and changed the subject. I decided not to bring it up after that because I thought the topic of my death must be boring to people. [Woke up extremely grateful to have the rest of my life ahead of me.]