Who Am I?

Date: 12/23/2016

I thought I was in India, It was New Zealand. I was with my brother, mum, some relatives, and tuk tuk, a friend of mine. I started talking to Tuk Tuk and we were talking about how the buildings looked like the ones in India, so I guess we were in New Zealand. Then I went around the building and there was a door after you went inside, then it was a compartment that lead to 2 different doors, that was where we were going to be sleeping. Me, Tuk Tuk, and my brother, all checked out the place, I went to sleep in the left room, and then my brother and tuk tuk went to sleep in the right, .. That was the first time I was feeling lost, betrayed, empty, and like no one was there to support me. Then we were in a kitchen, and we all had to cook something for ourselves, then suddenly Jeremy was there aswel. Everyone made something so quickly and efficiently.. And all I got done in that time was microwave a hash brown which I thought was in the oven. This was the second time I felt a sadness inside me.. Lurking. I then checked my Instagram, my account got hacked, by Marco.. and Giorgio. Marco was drunk, they were out at some club or something, and they were friends again. Marco must've given Giorgio my information and my posts were deleted and instead, all of Giorgio's friends posts were in there. I went into some arcade, I don't know why while I was trying to change my password and delete the posts. Then I was with West, and a few other friends. This man came up to us and asked "Should I wait until the universe tells me to start or should I start now" something along those lines.. I started explaining that the universe is a paradox, contradictory and opposite forces make up of it, so you should start doing it now. But before I could, my friends started pulling my pants down.. I laughed it off and told them to stop.. Embarrassed by my own friends, I felt betrayed, again. This time I was out in a field, this wasn't the school field, it felt like my primary school field (Bankwood). There were all of these Yr 13's that were supposedly Giorgio's friends, and I was in the middle of them all, one saw me and he was double my size. As I felt he was about to punch my I flinched and turned around, I fell to the ground. I looked behind me and 2 of the guys started beating me up. I felt alone, no one was there to help me. After it was over, there was a little kid asking for something of mine, I don't remember what it was, but I said no.. And he tazed me! I got angry and tried grabbing the tazer off him and he tazed me again! This time I got furious, I grabbed the tazer and tazed him for a good 6 seconds, which is probably unsafe, I was a mess.. Angry, Betrayed, Empty, Alone. This may just be a dream, but it is also a sign. Wake Up, Do Something.