girlfriend, party, school, concerns of cheating, lost of self, worrying, anger, and happiness.

Date: 6/7/2018

I was at a school/mansion/party house. she was upset about something that I did, yet she didn't want to deal with me so she was doing her own thing. I was trying to situate things and talk things out with her because of this one situation that made her upset but I lost her and I couldn't find her for awhile so I kept looking around. then a thought randomly pops up in my head and I decide to go up stairs. I find her in a room with one of my friends which was really weird. she was sitting across the room on a chair with a jacket covering her and I was concerned on why she was up here so I looked at the bed that was on the other side of the room to find my friend underneath the covers. I was so pissed off that I started throwing punches at him and then I straight up ripped the blankets off of him and knowing what I saw pissed me off even more. I didn't even realize he was naked.