Jan2

Date: 1/2/2019

I was roaming around the empty streets/ parking lots, almost as if I was looking for something on Christmas Eve, but there were no people around. I end up at Kathy’s (my ex mother in law) bookstore. It is somehow related to Folklorama or Ukrainian culture. Kathy leaves the store and I am there (don’t feel like I am representing myself in this dream). I begin searching the store for something, organizing books that are white with yellow titles and putting the in the far left of each row. Kathy returns and helps me do this a while. Dream segways into my trying to enter a crowded bar. I’m speaking with a woman who works there in the back. I sneak in and watch a performance by an older black man wearing blue jeans pulled up to his bellybutton. I’m somehow ring side for this performance. Can’t recall the music. Next I am standing on a pedestal with someone holding my hand. I am being weighed, as if I am pregnant. Scale says 1.25 on it. When I hop off, the pedestal is in water. Mercedes (my 14 year old daughter) is a set of Jeep keys and Cali (my 10 year old daughter) is a fast moving fish (I think a goldeye) that follows me in and out of the water. I am extremely sad about what’s happened to my kids. Dream ends with me trying to get a bowl for Cali to live in and Mercedes is placed beside the bowl.