Tattered Clothing and the Spring of Life

Date: 4/10/2017

Sometime later that night I had another dream in which I moved into this house, big historical house my room specifically was pretty large and Julia Andrews had previously had this big and powerful position. It somehow got passed to me and I realized I wasn't upholding the look for that position. I remember Gammy and Poppy (my grandparents) also came to check out the room. I had put on this uniform but it got tattered because of dogs I presume (because my family owns tons of dogs). And it got lint on it easily even after I tried taking care of it. So I got my mom to take me to the store to get some nice clothing, but she ended up just wanting to leave and I ended up looking after two kids. I really remember I was going through the store and there was this section where I guess I was in Japan or a Japanese store. I remember saying thank you for something and I dropped a boot, I got weird looks for the thank you. It was under a table previously and I looked and it wasn't there. By this table was a couple of men, one seemed pretty authoritative, like he was very respected and had power. I remember specifically he picked up some boots that weren't mine and I left. After that I took the kids to some section and there was water on a higher ground, this water seemed really nice, except there was a decapitated body of a kid I think. There was so much blood and I wanted to get the kids away from it. Part of me freaked out because no one was saying or doing anything about the body, they were going on normally even with blood in the water. After I talked to someone about this specific detail, they mentioned it was akin to the spring of life in which no one feared death, because it was all apart of life. I got the kids out of the building eventually. I believe at some point there was something about the flowers in front of the building. I also remember I made a televised speech and it was good, but then as I was making a speech I was making some metaphors and I included talking about these tattoos of spiders on my body and how they correlated to previous injuries. I remember I had one on my ankle and one on my knee and I actually have birthmarks there in reality. She was talking about how she had crushed bones there. I don't remember the other injuries. I remember after that I got embarrassed because I got emotional on tv and people were talking negatively about me for this. For not upholding professionalism. For some reason on tv I looked like Anne Hathaway but I still understood it as me. Otherwise I looked like myself.