A day beside her.

Date: 6/22/2016

I was able to feel what It would've been like to be beside her as a friend, possibly a boyfriend, I don't remember which It was. What I do remember is playing games, talking, having the feeling of being able to marry her. A chance to change my life, and I was so happy.. I don't remember much of anything else. But I do remember there were stairs and the house we were in reminded me of my brothers mom's house. Not just that, but there was a room we would go to once in awhile, and the only light had to be turned on using this lamp thing, Idk why but it is a big part of what I can remember. It also had an unbelievable amount of different settings. I remember her beside me for most of the dream and then the next thing I knew, I was talking to some man. He asked me something, I don't remember the words, because there weren't any. But I felt them, I think he was suppose to ask me if I'd ever want that life, to have her there like she was. To be beside her like I had been. The only thing is that the dream was a dream, and as much as I'd want it to be true... It's not, she's not here anymore and I just need to let her rest in peace. I just wish I was given more time, a chance to have made this dream a reality.. It was the best night of my entire life..