Blue skate

Date: 3/5/2020

I was at an underground show. I was on stage to perform with another girl. I was wearing a cool wig. I was planning to use roller skates to perform something. A turquoise blue roller skate fell out of my bucket on stage and rolled off and under the crowds feet. I saw some nasty people out in the crowd, I couldn’t perform without it. So we got off stage and I started to ask people who had it. When I was asking, James did not want me to ask the people that had it if they had it. He said it wasn’t worth it. So I asked them myself anyways. I was negotiating with them trying to convince them it wasn’t even worth much that it cost like ten dollars at Walmart and I told them Go buy your own, but they wouldn’t give it yet and they were evil it seemed a guy and a girl and then James Interrupted me he felt I was being reckless talking to these people but I really wanted my skate for some reason. So then the shows began again and I walked to the back and I was hiding from James I was sitting in a room full off old toys and I was naked and I was crying and there were 3 drips of water dripping near my foot I was watching them. Eventually he found me and he came near me he couldn’t beleive I would be that upset over a skate but I was and then suddenly there was a computer in front of me I was researching and he started to take interest in what I was looking at and was laying next to me trying to kiss my body and I was ignoring him , he had his hand on my heart and when I read over the word Talmud my heart started to race and he felt that and I then changed the page , he then tried to figure out what I read that caused that and said if this is the time when your intuition is strong send me what you find .., I thought. I already do that. I was so upset and finally pulled up notepad and typed “I’m not speaking” so he could see it. Then I woke up...