Intruders

Date: 9/30/2016

I keep having these damn dreams where I'm hanging out with someone, or I'm on the phone with someone, and someone breaks into my house. I try to follow them around low key without being caught, but in the end I usually end up being terrified and feeling weak. Most of the dreams I have, where I'll fight the intruder or fight someone, I'm extremely slow and weak, like I have no body strength. I'm sure this is not just because physically I'm tiny, but also because of my low self esteem and constant self doubt. Maybe the intruder dreams hint to me being afraid to let people into my life? Because I have trust issues, and I also fear vulnerability. Idek fam