2 months later into the abuse

Date: 9/29/2019

So far thing are not looking good for me today I’m tired of my brother hurting me , I’m still eleven and today my brother did something horrible and something that hurt me a lot there is nothing I can do but cry. My brother put himself inside of me. It hurt so badly I screamed stop it hurts please stop. My brother actually stoped and said did that really hurt. I said yes my Virginia hurt . I had never felt anything so intense happen with my body. After that day I started to cut my self on my arm no one knew about it not even my brother I hid it all the time with a sleeve I cut of my self and continued to where long sleeve shirts . I could have stop the abuse a long time a go if I had just let my brother kill him selfand the bathroom door.... while things got worse for me my brother had stared watching me take baths and also use the bathroom .i would tell him to get out but he wouldn’t