Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 12/24/2024
By ooflla
i can’t remember but there was a whole plot going on and i was possibly on a train but literally on the outside of it??? idk but i was with a group of people and some girl took a liking to me and for some reason thought i liked her back. she kissed me and i kinda moved away but maybe liked it. i just didn’t want anyone to know etc. eventually, the group of us (idk but same ages, possibly high school or college except my mom was in another group nearby in the same…room? maybe just same building idk) were gathered around each other kinda sitting in a circle i think and the same girl sat next to me and kissed me (on the cheek?) again. i was really embarrassed and felt like i couldn’t get rid of her and acted that way slightly, but at the same time maybe didn’t want to and liked it. she then said something about a room we could sneak off to and have sex. suddenly i was in a bed surrounded by people and i think i was pushing?? i pushed the blanket off my lower half and i saw i just had a tonnnn of cum down there and tried not to get it on my nice blanket. i then pushed a little more and the people were like oh! it’s coming! and i looked down again and there was the very top of a head coming out. i pushed more and tried to not feel icky about it by saying to myself i was just trying to poop lol. i pushed more and the baby wasn’t crying inside me (huh ??) so it was possibly gonna be a stillbirth. i pushed the rest of the way and it was a little too easy to push (huh ???) so i was like oh no it’s definitely gonna be a stillbirth. i took the baby in my hands but it was like a sorta stiff rubbery doll :/ i started sobbing and holding the baby like i was holding a doll…as in not holding it at all like you’d hold a newborn baby. more like how a toddler would hold a doll in one hand.