I told my dad I hate him

Date: 7/26/2018

I had a dream about my dad, my mom and more people but my dad left my mom for a nother woman in real life so back to the dream and his wife runs in the room and she said something happened to her daughter and they were praying and I'm like dad dad and he said I can't with you right now and I got mad and he said I'm sorry and I said I have hate you with all my heart and he said really I'm like you always but them first and not us. that when I woke up to my nose bleeding 😢