My First Nightmare Since 1st grade.

Date: 5/5/2016

TRIGGER WARNING: RAPE MENTION It begins with me getting on a bus that says something on it, I can't remember. Also the sun was setting. The driver was this Middle Aged woman whom of which was from another dream of mine. The bus was odd, it had two levels of bed like seats and I took mine on the second level. I started overhearing these two teenage boys bickering about something. Whatever it was I have no idea but one of them was on a computer. He was white and had dark hair. The dream cuts here and sets a new scene. I'm in school. I ask my faceless teacher to use the bathroom. I leave, and the same dark haired boy from before follows me out. I become aware of his presence immediately and I'm anxious. I walk into the girls bathroom and he comes in after me. I turn back and look at him like he's mad. I tell him, "This is the girls room, you shouldn't really be in here." He doesn't respond, and he grabs my hand and pushes me against the bathroom wall. My mind is going all over the place and I'm petrified. He takes my pants and underwear off and I try to scream but he puts his hand over my mouth. I'm barely able to move. He penetrates me and it goes fuzzy there. Suddenly I'm walking through the halls with my friends. We're probably going to lunch when I see him down the hallway. I clench up and I can't move. My entire body is frozen and my friends stop and ask me what's wrong. He walks past us, not acknowledging me. I'm still frozen in fear. The dream cuts to a new scene here. I guess I was in a romantic relationship with one of my male friends because I got that "romantic partner vibe" from him. I'm also wearing a necklace that has a gold chain and a circular pendant. I'm walking through the halls of school out to the main entrance where I get on the bus to go home. When he comes running out after me. He yells, "You dropped your necklace!" And he's waving me down frantically. He's holding the necklace I was wearing. I'm frozen in the bus seat as I watch him out the window. The bus pulls out of the driveway and I can barely breath. The dream cuts to a new scene here. I can hardly remember the beginning, but he's suddenly chasing Me, a close male friend, and a close female friend down the sidewalk of the school. We rush into the Eastern corridor door leading in from the outside. We make it to the turn down the hall to the main lobby and I freeze. My friends keep going, but stop halfway down the hall when they realize I'm not at their side. They usher me to hurry up yelling "Come on!" But I can't move. He's coming towards me. He gets closer and closer and I can't move. Here I wake up. My heart is racing. I've never been sexually assaulted or raped in reality, but all day today I couldn't stop thinking about this dream. It deeply disturbed me.