On the phone with God, and dissapointing birthday gifts

Date: 7/14/2021

It was night, and my mom was on the phone with God talking about random stuff. I was upset about it and said afterwards that she was only annoying him and wasting his time. Then I was told to open a birthday present which wasin a black crate under the Christmas tree because it was "too heavy to open on my birthday". It was from my parents but they didn't seem to know what was in it. I got some T shirts that were way too small and some old, used shoes.