it's kinda hard to explain.

Date: 2/2/2017

So in many of my dreams I know that I'm in a dream. But unlike lucid dreamers. I have no control. I can tell something or someone to do something and nothing changes. I can only control two things. 1. If I'm getting chased or talking to someone I can tell them to have sex with me before they kill me or before they do what ever it is they are going to do. And they do. 2. If I get to scared. The dream me will use her hands and like force open her eyes.. then I'll wake up in real life.. sometimes other times I'll wake up in a different dream... Also if I'm about to discover something that seems magical or something "big". I can tell myself I'm not ready and dream me will turn away. But I'm not sure why I'm not ready... Can anyone relate or explain or tell me if any of it means anything??