Heaven-me-Hell

Date: 11/18/2020

god was telling me i’m going to get reaped soon and i was confused why i was dying and i was scared if i’m going to hell so i asked him if i’m going to heaven. and he said no, even tho i always talk crap about god. he said i’m going to this middle place which isn’t heaven or hell it’s where i’m going to work as a blacksmith. i was like “aren’t i too small and weak to do that jobs?” and he said “anyone can do that job”. The reaper comes and I’m ready now and i’m happy i’m not going to hell.. even thought i prob deserve it. thoughts: i don’t believe in god anymore but for a day after this dream i was wondering if god tried to send me a messsge through that dream lol