Ex girlfriend reaccuring in my dreams again

Date: 4/1/2020

Don’t remember much again bc I keep going back to sleep after these dreams because they upset me. Anyway a little back story, last time I had got close to fucking my ex it just felt off. I think we both could feel it. The vibes weren’t there and it just wasn’t turning me on the same way, I wanted it to but I think we were both just really sad. Didn’t end up actually fucking since we were both on our periods but we came close. Ended up just cuddling and going to sleep. In my dream last night it was like we tried again and we were in my room like the last time we really tried to fuck And my rainbow light was on and it was dark. Everything felt the same again and her kisses felt soft. I remember her talking to me and whispering stuff into my ear but I don’t remember what was said. Her voice sounded so sweet. I felt like I was melting. Don’t remember much details of us actually having sex I just know we did. My body was shaking and we were moaning into eachothers kisses. I missed it. Last thing I remember from the dream is both of us realizing that we didn’t lose the spark it was just a really bad time and we were both sad. “It feels real again” is all I remember her saying. I woke up next to my boyfriend again. ):