wheelchair, big spider

Date: 12/1/2017

im at a big mall, but im in a wheelchair, i was getting pushed around by a friendly person and then we came to some stairs. he asked me what he should do and i just said leave it to me, i pushed a button for the front piece of the wheelchair to step onto the second next step, then the back where im sitting would go onto the next step down. i would keep doing this until i got to the bottom. the issue was that this would leave the pushing part of the wheelchair behind, which makes sense if i have someone pushing me around but this person had to stay at the mall. he connected it and i just had to hope the rest of the way was accessible. out of the mall was actually elevated, on the second floor. there is a large walkway over a large road towards another building i had to get to. it seemed fine until the very end where there was some artsy architectural stairs. i tried to find a accessible slope for me to use but there were stairs to the slope. i knew i could stand, but i figured this is a situation where if i stood for too long i would feel pain and fatigue. and if i stood, people would question my need for a wheelchair, so i just ended up using the chairs device. i couldnt use it on the regular stairs because it was artsy and weird so i had to make it go off one part of the bridge that connects to a park, which was a long jump cause it was a ladder up to the bridge. the device can handle a drop up to a certain point, and it worked. it was pretty scary but i made it down, i had to leave the pushing part behind, i thought i could go to the buildings staff to get it for me since their company decided it was a great idea to not install accessible areas. not even an elevator smh. i wake up, sleep again i wake up in my dream, im in bed near my big window besides my desk for some reason, facing the blank wall where i put a pokemon egg thing. i look at the door and i see a floating diaper? i notice a string id attached to it from the front and a big blob behind the glass above my door. it comes down to the frame of the door and i feel intense fear that i yell for help. i hear my brother rummaging through something in his room but noone comes to help. the rummaging gets louder and a huge spider crawls out into my room, it drops down and crawls straight after me, diaper still being dragged with it. i grab the diaper and attempt to open the window to get the spider out, squishing this thing would make a mess on my carpet and bed. i try to fling it out, it works but it crawls in from the other side of the window somehow cause i didnt close it? its at the end of my futon, trying to get under the covers and i hear it chewing on something. i grab the blanket that its holding onto and try to get it out again but i wake up