(3) Joker

Date: 9/17/2019

This is the final dream of three dreams I had all in the same night. In between these dreams I would wake up from fear and then fall back asleep only to have another nightmare, but by the time this dream finished there was only about 20 minutes until my alarm was supposed to go off so I didn’t bother going back to sleep. I am that Spanish singer that got murdered, Selena I guess. I never listened to her music in real life or anything but that’s who’s in this dream. I am walking around the city worrying to myself that “he” is gonna find me, although I’m not sure yet who “he” is. (I stopped writing here for some reason even though there is much more to the dream, but after all this time I don’t remember as much). I somehow end up in my friends gross apartment. I am still worried. My friend might be amethyst from Steven Universe. Her “ex boyfriend” enters. I realize that it’s him I’ve been afraid of, him being Joaquin Phoenix’ Joker. I try to either escape myself, get him out of there, or get myself out of there. This angers him and he tries to stab us. I am separated from my friend in the confusion and I run into the door-less bathroom. I try to hold myself close to the ceiling by pressing my hands into the walls on either side of me. Joker walks in and starts carving lines into my thigh. I wake up. (I really don’t know why I stopped in the middle of writing this because now I barely remember what happened).