what’s wrong with me

Date: 5/21/2018

Yes I’ve had one more dream with Jose, it’s killing me. Except this time I’m not the one in bed with him... I really don’t remember everything but wtvr. I was in a large apartment (in NY maybe), it was really fancy. I remember Laura, Julia, I think Gabriela, Alice and Mara being there. We agreed on going there to have sex (not with each other though). The boys later showed up and everyone got into a room, except me Mara, Laura and Jose. So me and Jose started kissing on the couch and I got on top of him, we started taking off our clothes and we were almost there until Laura got there and started yelling at me bc “Mara is the one who’s supposed to be with Jose”, I just went with it even if I didn’t want to. After that I was alone, Laura went with Arthur to a room and Mara had sex with Jose instead of me. After a while Julia, Mara and Laura showed up and we started playing tennis in the living room and we had magical color changing shorts. Laura said Arthur was bad in bed and Mara said that hers was amazing, maybe I was jealous but oh well my other dreams with Jose will have the tag “Jose”