End of the world

Date: 10/31/2018

I was back in Bosnia and I got publlicaly made fun of while I was in sitting in some cafe with Lejla. A big group of people gathered around me and starthed laughing at me and judging me, telling me im a terrible person I don't even know why. I cried and couldn't defend myself I just didn't know what to say. Lejla and I got home later and I was still crying because I knew that the world is gonna end (idk how i found out about this i just knew it was gonna happen). And I told mom about it but she didn't beleave me, she said I was just being paranoid and that im joking (it almost felt like she knew I was serious but she didn't want to beleave me, she didn't want it to be true). But then I yelled at her and said "Shut up, I want to hug you, I want to spend my last moments with my family!" Then I hugged her and she got serious, I hugged Lejla too and we were crying.