I meet Namjoon from BTS (again)

Date: 5/15/2020

I was in my grandmas house with other contestants. We were going to try to jump or try to get to the other side of the fence (to the neighbors house) upside down (on the other side was BTS house or something). So we jump on our hands and try to maneuver our body to go over the fence like people doing pole vaults. I was e only one that managed to go over. And I walked over and somehow I’m in a car and I kinda know where the members sit? It’s a little dirty I see crumbs on the floor but I was like ‘that’s understood their boys they’re kinda messy and busy’. Namjoon got in the car and I was nervous to talk to him. I was trying to think of questions I would ask him (that don’t disturb him or his privacy). I was think like ‘what’s the most times you’ve taken a shower in a day’ and those terrible questions. We barley talked because I was quiet as hell and then another contestant came inside the car and sat in the back with me, she asked some questions which made me said “I have a questions” which Namjoon said I can ask but I didn’t have a good one I just wanted him to talk to me. Somehow we got to a location with no one in the driver seat and Namjoon in the passenger seat. We got off, it was dark, and a store I recognize as an art and supply place turned into a mini theatre, because of quarantine. It still had glass windows and I could see everything inside I was so impressed they did this. Namjoon and I sat in front of the store and I think we had food on our plate. The other constant sat with us. She sat on my right side and on Namjoon left side, while I was across from Namjoon. We both talked to Namjoon not to each other. Then I was people walking around the corner and it was my grandma and aunt and I waved at them before they saw me to greet them. It was awkward form me because Namjoon was right there and they said hello to me. A party was next to us with other tables like ours, which ment we are technically at the party to since it was there. I saw my mom and I was so surprised because she lost weight. Without saying anything I left the table and went to hug and say hi to my mom. Seeing her happy made me happy and my heart was warm. She had more confidence in her body and I was so happy for her. When I was done with are small chit chat I sat back down and Namjoon and I started talking for a while. Then the other contestant sounded jealous when she talked to me. I asked her why she’s upset. I was listing reason and I was bold enough to say “is it because I’m talking to Namjoon” she said no and I kinda felt stupid, just slightly but I think she was upset because she was the connection between me and my mom. We went back to my grandmas house. I kinda wanted Namjoon to have interest in me. I tried being as humble as I could because when I show off I get bad karma. I saw Jungkook and I think Alexis was with him but I’m not to sure, she was probably talking to him like I was to Namjoon. In some point in the dream I was gonna ask Namjoon a question but I couldn’t think of one but the contestant asked him something I believe? And he said last week he got his elbows done. And I was like ohhhhh no wonder they’re not dark he gets them peeled like the dry skin of the foot