braindead and violent

Date: 8/25/2020

i was at the muc (our uni's cafeteria) trying to find my next class/lab or whatever (I'm a senior nursing student) and it was way bigger in this dream. I asked my best friends for directions but accidentally took one of their backpacks. I thought it was betty's but it was diana's and she was mad at me (she is tiny and like 4'11 irl lol). So i had to return to give it back and she yanks it away in a hurry and is like "here let me just show you!!!" Cause i had just asked for help because i still wasn't sure. I was like "you guys i'm so sorry but I am like braindead rn i can't remember where anything is esp alfs auditorium." (Tw ed stuff skip to next paragraph if needed) Throughout this dream i meet a couple, a guy of average height but who looks kind of skater boyish and has an extremely tall (i mean unreal, she was like 7 feet tall and bony) and skinny gf. And this girl has an ed and the bf is like "you are both beautiful" and then it makes it so awk between me and the girl lmao because in this dream i think i am more fat than I am irl and i feel so short compared to her but i also envy her for some reason. I think this is just reflecting my irl behaviours or whatevs. ANYWAY, after my friends showed me where to go I also didn't know the time and apparently had lost my laptop and schedule to check so diana helped me with that too. As i walk there i have betty's mask on because i lost mine and for some reason it is a "victoria secret" mask and the inside print which only i can see says "Angels" or something in cursive. And it looks like a normal mask but some fat frat guy comes up to me in the hall and starts making fun of me for it and touches/pushes me and I freak out so badly I lurch him into the wall somehow throwing his whole body against it. His head hits the wall and even tho he seems unconscious i beat the crap out of him until i realize everyone is watching me all shocked. I think to myself "welp. I guess this is the day I go to prison." And while i was there i thought my crush might have seen me commit this act but it turned out to just be a lookalike. I was thankful he didn't see this ugly side of me in the dream. Yo why have my dreams been so fucked up lately since school started back up lmao Also can we just appreciate how fucking stupid i am in this dream. I lost My laptop Schedule Backpack Sense of direction/memory of campus layout Mask Temper