i met him :(

Date: 7/6/2020

for the first part of my dream, my parents sent me on this “backpacking adventure” where i’d just leave home and travel around for a few days and see where i end up, just to test my survival skills i guess. it would literally start outside of my front door though, and my dad was packing my bag in the foyer as he was about to send me off. the house was ours but it didn’t look like our real house irl. it was flat, white, and in a weird little suburban neighborhood. so i said goodbye and left. at some point in my dream, i ended up at this long, wide street with a big, open field on one side and big houses on the other. i decided to go down it, and ended up at this long red house. it had a long driveway, but i just stood at the top and kind of just walked around for a bit. i started walking away, but then out of the corner of my eye i saw him- nicholas. it just happened to be his house, even though he lives in an entirely different state, and i stood there, frozen. he looked up at me, but then kinda just acted casual as if he never saw me. i decided to just say hi and i waved at him from the top of the driveway. he turned around and started coming towards me. i ran towards him and gave him a big hug, asking how he was and all that. he seemed really nervous, whereas i was confident, but it was really cute. he didn’t even question why i was there, although that’s just how dreams work i guess. he led me into his house and i walked in to find his whole family sitting and eating dinner. i introduced myself as one of his “friends” and that was all. then we went back outside. that’s all i remember, but i’m sad now because i miss him :( i didn’t want the dream to end