Dream Journal Ultimate
Date: 6/22/2018
By Nuclear
In the dream, my old class including me, went on a trip... We reached a place and it wasn't fancy, but we were gonna stay there for a few nights. The place actually looked a lot like an open university old building, the campus was big and full of unknown people. The fun part of the dream was that, I for some reason was wearing a pair of skating shoes... Those old old skating shoes which had 4 wheels each in a square shape, I was really rocking those.. Speeding through places, down some stairs, up a ramp, making a large turn and lowering my body for balance... It was fun. All this while people of my class were around and even some girl who wasn't in my school, but I remember her there. I found a building which had a weird stracture but it was cool, the building was standing on 4 supports while under it, there was a skating pit. Of course I couldn't resist and had to try it... After I have my fun there I notice to the side there is a ladder that leads into the first and only floor, which was like a flower garden/park/place to eat with benches. I went up the ladder and I popped out right behind 2 girls... A girl I regretfully fell in love with for 5 years, and her friend. We have a lot of unfinished corners. They didn't notice me come up and she was facing her friend which was sitting on the bench, and I was visible just behind that bench. They were talking about these topics I guess and I heard her say "I don't love [my name]". It really flipped my mood fast, I always wanted to hear it from her... Just so I could be free'd of these heavy shackles... Yet, it was pretty devastating to hear from her say it out loud. I froze... Soon after she lifted her eyes and saw me sitting there behind on the ladder bar, with my head down on my forearm. She quickly realized I've heard it and she knew how much of a fool for her I was, she said "oh noo" in a sorry manner and came to hug my head, as forgiveness I suppose.... I was crying a bit there, but then in the dream I realized what I know already from reality, I lift my head to her, saying "... Why am I even crying again... I knew this already, I was aware all this time it's one sided. I shouldn't cry now" Because in reality I am almost completely over it. There used to be a second part to this dream but during the writing of this one I forgot it, how silly.