For the Love of Luna

Date: 2/28/2018

I had a baby. A little girl I named Luna. I always said If I ever had another baby I would DEFINITELY want a boy (since I feel as if I lost my first & only boy when his piece of shit father kidnapped him & disappeared in real life), but I loved this little girl SOOO MUCH! She was beautiful and sweet and happy! She was perfect! The father, my boyfriend Al whom I have so many problems with irl, left us almost immediately after she was born. I was angry, but at the same time, Luna was so perfect that as long as I had her, I almost didn't even care that he left. At one point in the dream I even called him, leaving him a messaging saying "She's a mere days old and you're already gone! But it's alright. I forgive you. And I forgive you for treating me so very bad these past 9 years! I dont regret any of it, because without all that, I wouldn't have Luna! And she is pure perfection!" Now, I do like the name Luna quite a lot! BUT, my nephew had a baby only a year ago irl and named her Luna. I ran into my sister at some point in my dream and apologized for naming my daughter the same thing her son named his daughter ( my sister & I are very close! ) I felt terrible about it, but I didn't do it on purpose. It was as though I had forgotten he had named his daughter Luna until that moment when I saw my sister ( Michelle ). I was with a guy, Josh Ruben, a man from an internet comedy series that I like. I had just met him. When I apologized to Michelle he was standing next to me. I started crying because I felt so bad about using the same name as my nephew did. When I started crying, Michelle said to Josh, "Oh boy, here she goes. You probably should just leave. She's emotional because she just had a baby." And he said "No, I've got her." He put his arms around me and led me out of there, back to his home. Once at his house, he took Luna and put her down for the night. He must have fallen asleep as well, as did I, because next thing I know Im waking up in his living room (my son, Reece, the one whose father took him, was suddenly with me as well, but he was little again, a little younger than he was when he disappeared, I'd say about 6 in my dream). Reece and I walked towards Joshs room, and saw him snuggled next to Luna all nurturing & father-like on his bed. When we saw this, Reece ran & jumped into bed with them. I tried stopping him, I didnt want to scare Josh off. It woke him up, and he saw me trying to motion Reece out of there, but instead Josh motioned for me to join them. He looked so beautiful, his chest bare, the top part of his pajama bottoms barely showing ( white pants w light blue stripes ), the sheet covering the rest of him. And his hand when he motioned me to join them... It brought me such joy. That was about it I suppose. I still recall Lunas smile so vividly, still feel her love. It was a disappointment waking up to no little Luna, waking up to Reece still being gone, and waking up next to Al, a man who is repulsed by me. We havent even been intimate in years. Unless of course you count last month when we were together for all of 30 seconds. Once every year or so that might happen. But aside from that, nothing. I suppose for me, love will only come in the form of dreams and Disney cartoons. My second dream of the night: My mother had been friends with Sylvester Stallone ( I don't even watch anything with Stallone in it, I dont have the slightest idea why I would have dreamt of him..). I texted him, inviting him to come over to some get together we were having. He showed up and brought with him Jared Padalecki and Jensen Ackles from Supernatural. I remember thinking that he worked with them on the show, so it was no surprise that he brought them ( though to be quite honest, I absolutely ADORE Mischa Collins from the show, so I dont understand why he wouldn't have been in my dream ). I sat in a lawn chair next to them, none of us saying much. Eventually he asked who I was. Said he didn't know me and that he didnt hang out with people he didn't know ( basically telling me to go away ). I said , "You know me.. You knew me when about this tall ( putting my hand about to my waist )". He still said no. So I told him who my mother was. At that point he remembered. He was all smiles and gave me a hug. After the hugs and hellos, I went to get more beers for them. I gave Jared and Jensen a cute smile asking if they wanted to come along. I asked in a cute way though, not a serious way. So they waited behind. In the kitchen was my mother. She was furious that I had invited Stallone over. Said that I hardly knew him so I had no right. While she's yelling at me, I'm stirring a pot on the stove of some sort of chili/salsa. Just then the guys walked in ( Stallone, Jared and Jensen ). Stallone said "It's ridiculous how long that stuff takes to cook, isnt it?" I dip a large chip into the sauce and taste it. Some of the sauce is on my finger and Stallone wipes it off ( NOT in a sexual way, just an old friend sort of way ). After that we were walking around what looked kindof like a trailer park party or something. The place was packed. I thought to myself, "Shit. If all these young girls around here realize who these guys are, we're going to have a stampede on our hands." Just as I thought that, we start seeing all these young girls running & screaming. I said to the guys "They know who you are! Quick, run back to my place! Get into my room and secure the door behind you!" We all ran together! I grabbed Jensens wrist so I could keep up with them. I remember thinking how foolish I would both look and feel if I tripped & got dragged along, lol! While Jensen was running with me on his wrist, Jared had a large sack of laundry. Dreams are so weird, Idk why these famous guys would have brought their laundry with them. Anyway. As we reached my house I said, "I fucking hate kids!" Then a piece of clothing fell out of the laundry bag. It was a babies onesie. I got so sad and said, "but it felt so great to have Luna in that dream I had last night." So even in my dream I was remembering my other dream about Luna. The onesie still had soap on it. So I got the hose and started rinsing it out. We had lost the screaming stampede of prebuscent girls, so we were safe from them, lol. I still wasnt safe from my feelings of not being loved though.

AI generated interpretation The theme of motherhood and relationships is prominent in both of your dreams, indicating a deep emotional connection to these aspects of your life. Let's start with the dream "For the Love of Luna." The dream begins with the birth of your daughter Luna, whom you adore despite initially wanting a boy. Luna represents a new beginning and pure love in your life, contrasting with the difficulties you have experienced in past relationships, particularly with your boyfriend Al. His departure in the dream suggests feelings of abandonment and unresolved issues with him in real life. Your apologizing to your sister for naming your daughter Luna, the same name as your nephew's daughter, reflects a sense of guilt or concern over potential conflicts or similarities in your family relationships. The dream may be highlighting your desire for harmony and understanding within your family, especially given the close bond you share with your sister. The presence of Josh Ruben, whom you admire from an internet comedy series, symbolizes support and comfort in a male figure, potentially representing a desire for stability and nurturing in your relationships. His gesture of inviting you to join him, Luna, and Reece in bed conveys a sense of acceptance and emotional connection, contrasting with the strained dynamics with Al. The dream transitions to Sylvester Stallone, Jared Padalecki, and Jensen Ackles, celebrities who represent strength and resilience in popular culture. Your interactions with them reflect a desire for recognition and validation, as well as a sense of playfulness and escapism from everyday challenges. The scene with the stampeding young girls symbolizes external pressures or distractions that threaten your sense of security and self-worth. Your comment about hating kids and then feeling sad about Luna in the onesie suggests conflicting emotions around motherhood and love, perhaps stemming from past traumas or unresolved feelings. Overall, these dreams appear to reflect your inner conflicts, desires, and emotional needs regarding motherhood, relationships, and self-acceptance. They may also serve as a way for your subconscious mind to process and explore complex emotions and experiences from your waking life.