The other me.

Date: 12/9/2016

This dream does not flow sequentially. The beginning is missing and the rest is just pieces of what I could remember. I was in a facility, a medical one, and when I ventured to the lower floors I found babies. There was one of them which was the clone of my baby and it was dying. Apparently mine had died, or was so worse off I couldn't even see it. This one's brain was rotting. Half of it had already crumbled away. I was training to be a cop, but training was brutal. Not only was I in an Academy learning I was learning to drive a cop car and work with a partner. Our commanding officer was a good one. He paired me with a partner who was my exact opposite. Where I was cautious she was reckless. He gave me lessons in driving and I failed miserably. He then decided to handcuff me and my partner together until we learned to work in sync. I was in a facility, a medical one. I observed a visitor, who brought a bag of things some medical some paperwork some random cute things. I didn't recognize the company it came from. I kiped a bit from the bin and looked up the company name on my mobile. The thing I took was small and cute. There was a little girl being mistreated. Her parents didn't want her very much. I went back in time to help her. It took a lot of talking but finally I maneuvered it so the little girl and I could go to the store, she was hungry. Her mother wouldn't let her eat. I made up a story about buying her cereal. I didn't plan on us ever returning. I was sleeping, in the bed next to me was a member of my family. Not sure who. Maybe a cross between several members. She started talking, about how I wasn't sleeping, that I was sad. She was telling me about my ex, and how she wasn't the girl for me. That she had been cruel to me because that's how she was and I didn't trust anybody because I didn't want anybody else. It felt like a scolding. As if she disapproved of my emotions to my ex. Or was trying to talk me out of my feelings. She didn't help. She was trying to disapprove me out of my fondness and apathy. It sunk me deeper.